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It’s a stretch to think she didn’t eat or drink anything for 13 years. Click photo to read the medical reports.

NOW I HOPE THIS DOESN’T SOUND TOO WEIRD BUT I’VE HAD SOME REALLY FAR OUT EXPERIENCES. I don’t want them to scare you away and I just want you to know what is possible. It’s only by making sense out of this stuff that we can understand what is really going on. Remember Galileo was put under house arrest for life when he said the world was not the center of the universe. Now it’s our turn to be open-minded.

1)     Quantum physicist Andre Linde asks if consciousness can exist without matter
2)     Physicist Michio Kaku showed there are many dimensions besides our own
3)     I watched a face dissolve into blue light and then re-appear in front of me
4)     My personal experience proves both of them correct
5)     Anita Moorjani was in stage 4 Hodgkin's lymphoma, after her paranormal experience
         it went away on its own after a matter of days
6)     Dr. Eben Alexander was brain dead from hepatitis but after his experience was
         completely healed
7)     Dr. Mary Neal was trapped under her kayak in a rapids for 14 minutes and
         also had a paranormal experience that allowed her to survive
8)      Alexandrina DaCosta did not eat or drink anything for 13 years

I LOVE SCIENCE. A present theory claims there is a ‘quantum vacuum’. It is a condition that has to exist before anything physical can exist. What this means is that when there is nothing - no universe and nothing in it, there still has to be a place where all potentials exist for everything that can later appear. Where is this quantum vacuum? How does it work? That is what my book is about. My book is going to show you and explain many events in which the laws of physics are completely annihilated.

You will see there is a dimension that for now we can call heaven. You will see it has a whole set of rules different from ours. Most of all I’m going to show you how you relate to it, that it is in fact your home. I’m going to show you that you are a simultaneously real multi-dimensional being right now and your physical life here in time and space is just a tiny fraction of who you are. Join me. It’s your turn to find out the real truth. And I know you’ll love the ride.

By

Christian Howard

I know I’m supposed to be polite and say ‘the author this and the author that’ and sound kind of technical. But that’s not my style. I’m the one who went through these experiences, I’m the one sharing them and I want you to know who you’re dealing with .

I spent ten years in deep meditation and had a lot of first hand super-conscious experiences. I read countless books on everything from Christianity to Judaism, Hinduism, Buddhism and Theosophy, After a lot of experiences in the paranormal, I then became a certified hypnotherapist so I could learn about the subconscious.  

Before all this I went to Rutgers and UCLA, once spoke five languages, worked in TV and films in Hollywood, wrote music, was a marketing professional and publisher for 25 years, am a pilot and owned several aircraft, I’m a grand dad, presently own and run a classic car restoration business, and I do live in the mountains.

Just wanted you to know my book comes from a practical space from a man who was and still is very much into life.  in a cave.  

NOW YOU KNOW ABOUT ME, BACK TO THE BOOK. We’ve all had beliefs pushed on us - like ‘this is true because we say it is and don’t argue about it’. One religion burned over 40,000 people at the stake to protect its turf. So have the ideas changed? No, they just don’t burn people at the stake anymore.

Also, the statement ‘gospel truth’ is kind of interesting when there are 47 parallels of the life of Horus in 2500 BC that were simply ‘borrowed’ and applied to Jesus. There’s so much more and as the real truth becomes evident, millions of people have left traditional religions, recent statistics show nearly 50 million.

As the old goes away, we need a new understanding of where we come from, why we’re here, where we’re going and how we get there. It needs to come from someone without any turf to protect, without any beliefs to inflict on others, just the plain old truth. It’s called reality. From having been there, I’m going to take you straight to it - no beliefs allowed. I’m going to take you on a journey that that shows you already are a unique, very special atom in the heart of a multi-dimensional eternity. And yes, also to show you how those we call ‘saints’ can help you get there.

HERE ARE THE QUESTIONS WE’RE GOING TO ANSWER:

Is there any such thing as the perfectibility of a human being?
And what is that, what is perfect anyway? And relative to what?
Why do we try to make things better instead of leave everything the way it is?
Is there anything called spirituality and if so, what is it and how do we reach it?
Is there a scientific basis for paranormal experiences and what we call miracles?
What is consciousness and how does it keep working when people are dead?  

Is there a dimension called heaven? Is there something called God and if so what is it?

But you know there’s still something out there, right? You’re asking what is it and where is it? And those of you in religions, you’re hearing about all the fake stuff and maybe wondering what is really real? Asking yourself what can I hold on to? Where can I find out and who can tell me? I wanted the answers so I went on a search that took me 40 years. I found the answers. So I can save you a whole lot of looking because I’ve already been where you want to go. Tens of millions of people have left traditional religions but still want something to beleive in and raise their kids by. You just arrived at where you can find the answers.

To read the free sample chapter that includes my
experience of the dematerializing face click here.

I MAKE YOU A PROMISE - THAT AFTER READING MY BOOK YOU’LL NEVER AGAIN HAVE TO ASK:

Where did everything come from?  Why are we here?
Where are we going and how do we get there?

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